Wednesday, January 22, 2025

Weird Health: Bullying Growing Up

Everyone says that there is some bullying that happens growing up. Even though I would like to say it didn't phase me...there was a lot of bullying and comments from inside and outside of family that really impacted me, even to this day. 


One thing that I HATE with a passion is how much I sweat. It is not an attractive glistening...and if you say girls glisten...I will pound you. No this is run a marathon, dripping down my nose sweating. It doesn't matter if it is a small exercise...sometimes I just sweat like crazy.

One incident that will always be burned into my brain is trying out for the volleyball team in Jr. High/High School. I think we were trying out for the incoming freshmen. I remember I was able to get the ball over the net with serves and was pretty good at doing layups. I really wasn't the best out there, but I certainly wasn't the worst. I remember there were a few girls that were my sister's age that knew me from hanging out with her. They made a lot of comments like what is up with your sisters sweating, is she ok, dang she sweats a lot. 

THIS was something that really impacted me. I didn't make the team...because I didn't fit standards and hell, I preferred reading and being alone. I tried out for the dance team....didn't get it again. OH and don't get me started on getting stuck in lower level of dance because my teacher felt 'Even though she is good...she isn't that pretty.'. 

You can tell I am a little miffed about that eh?



Now let me give you a glimpse growing up as a bigger kid. There were some people in my family that would be considered "Granola" and to have an obsession with weight. It really did a number on my brain and self-confidence. Going to weight loss classes. Getting told to "SUCK IT IN" every time I wore a shirt that was a little tighter. Writing down every little thing I ate. I don't remember being forced to go and exercise...but I do remember there really wasn't a second option.

To this day I absolutely will not have a scale in the house and refuse to weigh myself, unless I am at a doctor's office. Even there I rarely look at the amount of weight. I don't stop my husband from doing so, but I honestly will not suffer my kids to go through that because I don't want them feeling like what their body looks like matters more than who they are as a person.

There was one comment at a recent gathering that really pissed me off to no end. I have been having back pain....and apparently this is due to me not having a strong core (hint...my weight) and not to mention the pointing at my stomach. 

All I wanted to say was F*** that. But I would like to say I have grown a little bit. I shut down the body talk and said it isn't that and I wasn't talking about that again. 


Even though the comments hurt...I try and play it off. Though the comments may have started a little bit of a manic exercising regimin...I have found one that actually is dance-y enough that it doesn't kill my stomach...but works on toning. I have been killing it. I honestly have no clue if I am doing it just because of the damn comment, or just a stubborn part of me wanting to PROVE that even though I am exercising...that pain and the issues with my body are still going to be there. 

One thing that sucks about weight comments. No one truly knows what one is going through. When one's body cannot digest food quick enough (gastroparesis) and having chronic nausea....that is what I deal with. Ballooning up in weight after having my second kid...and weighing exactly what I did when he was in my belly....THAT is what I have been dealing with. Being allergic to wheat, issues with dairy...and even stopping soda because I know how bad it is...THAT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH. A stubborn body that will not work with the materials given...That is the CRAP (I would like to say another word but I won't) I have been dealing with. SO excuse me if I get extremely miffed about comments about my weight. 

I finally have a few doctors who actually give a damn about what is going on with my body and helping me live fairly normal parameters. So, thank you dear doctors who listen, and to friends who are supportive. Love you tons. 




Monday, December 9, 2024

Medical Saga-part 2...the 8 year old chimes in.

 Earlier in the year I was dealing with some other issues encompassing dairy free, gluten free, and the ever-loving joy of chronic nausea. 

Well guess what decided to be added into my oeuvre of health sanity. My 8-year-old, who is my book loving...and now health issue twin. He started getting consistent stomach aches at school and not to mention he kept having pain. I kept him home quite a few times or picked him up early.

I took him to an allergist...and that was a bust. The states best allergist didn't tell us squat. He treated us horribly. We went for a second opinion. They found some interesting allergy issues: tomato, chicken, and avocados. (We were already doing dairy free...some issues have resolved). It has been a learning curve. We love spaghetti in our house and tomatoes with salt and pepper. We are finding new recipes to help.

The doctors see that he is full of it (which we are dealing with) and totally blew us off. Honestly, the medical field is such a bummer. I know there are a lot of people who fake things, but there are some things that really impact kids. There is a very small part of me that feels that he may be embellishing his pain to get a little more of a reaction from us...However, with my years of being constantly in pain and sick...I want to be sure it isn't something more.

As of now...we are working on an elimination diet with lots of fiber. Once everything is under control, hopefully it will alleviate these symptoms and he can be his normal, happy, pain free self. 

Till next time. 

Thursday, May 9, 2024

Gluten Free-Dairy Free- oh my...

 *Thank you for reading this if you do. BIG RANT AHEAD.


Ok, so let me start off in my medical saga. I have two boys which are amazing, and I do not plan on having any more. With my last one, I was sick the whole time. After having him a month early, I was feeling ok for about 6 months until the rest of my systems shut down. I ended up gaining the same amount of weight I was when I had my most recent son. SO ON TO THE TESTING.

I see an endocrinologist regularly because I have thyroid issues, which requires constant medication. He and I discussed the weirdness with my weight, and we started down the path of PCOS and Sleep Apnea. It took less than a month to figure out I was having 200 events overnight (which is severe). My hubby had to deal with me sawing logs every night. Well, with my CPAP I no longer snore, and have less than 6 a night usually. So, one thing down.

About this time, I was noticing I was constantly...and I mean constantly nauseous. One of my doctors started me on some nausea meds and It seemed to help a little bit. I went to my gastroenterologist (YOU SEE>>>LOTS OF DOCTORS). My usual guy wasn't in office anymore, so I got the PA. We got some more medication figured out and tried to see what we could do to help my gastroparesis (Slow Stomach...food stays in my stomach too long and it causes issues). One of the medications caused tremors...which were not fun...and the other isn't FDA approved, which means the cost is no longer available or efficient for me. We decided to stay on the anti-nausea pills and see if there was another cause. 

This last week I had another upper GI, which basically they knock you out and put a camera down your throat to take a gander at the inner stomach and take biopsies. Turns out, I do have this stuff called gastritis, which is an inflammation of the stomach lining...but there is not evident cause as to why it is inflamed. *I actually did a lot of research...unfortunately gastroparesis can sometimes cause chronic gastritis in some people (LUCKY ME). The PA I saw, thought having a Botox injection in my stomach lining would help with the nausea...and it actually has been known to help people. Unfortunately, she was misinformed that it is only done on people who have a narrowing of one of the notches in the stomach...which mine is normal sized. So, no shot for me!!! 

YAY!!!

oh Wait...I still have lots of nausea. LAME



That is one thing I am working on to figure out. I have noticed some issues with dairy...so I am going dairy free to see if this helps...Don't worry. I won't become a militant one. LOL.

PCOS- The one thing my endocrinologist thought I had was pcos. This is a syndrome that has 3-5 major issues in women. I checked off the mark on 3 of them. I brought it up with my girly doctor and surprise surprise she actually listened to me and my issues (What a breath of fresh air!). We did an ultrasound and found...By golly, I do have PCOS. So that is another tick of my list of issues. I am switching up birth control stuff and hopefully a longer-term option will help reduce my symptoms.

Today I bought some alternative cheese options...because honestly...I love cheese...a lot! and to cut this out I couldn't just cut it out. So I am going to try these vegan cheeses and see which are good melters, and snackers. Fred Meyers has some fantastic options (THANK YOU). I am not making the boys do it with me...because its just not fair to them. We will all eat the same things...mine will just be altered. 

Signing off from your Celiac and Dairy Free girly...crossing fingers that this works. 





Thursday, September 23, 2021

What is Tarot? A little history....a little fun.


“How would you feel if we burned a cross on your lawn?” the voice challenged on the phone. 

“Go ahead and try it! I will let everyone know that some religious zealot…who will remain nameless, whose religion preaches tolerance, came against me.” E.B slammed the phone back on the cradle waiting for the backlash which never came. E.B proudly displayed her wooden sign “Stellar Thoughts” out on her front lawn inviting people into her place of business and home for tarot readings, homemade goods, and massages. The threat never came to fruition even though there has been backlash; it has been mostly in the background.

In a city flush with LDS individuals, there is a real prejudice against those who believe differently. E.B. opened “Stellar Thoughts” as a way to combine her psychic nature and her love of counseling. There have been some confrontations with citizens in the community but overall they have kept to themselves, albeit with a few eye rolls here and there and the random verbal threat. 

Outside of Southeast Idaho, there is a better connection with the different psychic arts. Florida and New York have spiritualist communities where one can receive card readings, psychics, crystals, energy healing and to be a part of it one must follow the rules and must pass qualification tests to become part of the community. This is a positive thing because patrons know if they go into the community they will get a good reading for a baseline price. In other areas, there is no regulation to pricing or ethics when it comes to psychic or tarot readings. 

E.B. has heard readers in Idaho Falls discuss openly clients or readings performed. There is a need of an ethical background for readers of the tarot. They are personal to the one being read and should not be shared with others.

Tarot reading is a world that is outside of religion. Many religions feel that one can define oneself through study and having a relationship with God or higher power. Tarot goes hand in hand with this idea. People have found the guiding influence in their life by little lessons learned from having their cards read. Some readers are intuitive and use different decks, but the stories seem to resonate with those who are having their cards read. 

Tarot reading is becoming more salient in our culture right now because a lot of people are looking for guidance within their lives. It is not taking the place of religion but it helps one find guidance from external forces that they might not have recognized before. It adds a sense of perspective. Tarot reading is not speaking with the dead, reading people’s minds, or telling the future. It is about helping a person tune in to their own intuition and finds a path to take them from where they are now. It is nothing more than guidance.

Many religions place Tarot in the same realm as Ouija boards, fortune-telling, and occultism. The main problem with this idea is a lack of understanding of its history and what the cards are used for. “The Court De Gebelin, who was an 18th-century clergyman wrote about tarot having mystic possibilities,” Paul Ratner, a writer on the Big Think website, states, “yet this mystical link to the tarot has persisted, even though there’s no real evidence for it.” This unholy connection still persists within religions across the country. 

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E.B. has been reading cards, metaphysical counseling, intuitive readings, and crystals, along with performing massages like chakra cleansing, for over 25 years. She considers herself a psychic intuitive whose feelings guide her readings. She is a down-to-earth teacher whose genuine nature puts one instantly at ease. Her cats insist on making themselves known but are easy to ignore when the cards are being dealt. The walls are filled with books and crystals of all shapes and sizes as well as beautifully colored tapestries covering two Futon couches.

E.B. has had many struggles opening a metaphysical store in a city with a large population of LDS. She initially started doing readings part-time on the side but an underlying distrust, from employers, of her choice in life has propelled her to do it full time. The Idaho State Fair is a fun time for her, she sets up a booth and sells mystical items, homemade wall hangings, as well as readings. When she first set up the booth there was some backlash with her job in the school district. Parents began complaining and didn’t want a ‘witch’ being anywhere near their children. E.B. finished out the school year and started looking for another job. 

With her counseling degree, she looked to the private sector. To streamline the troublesome questions she said, “I am a psychic and read cards on the weekend, do not hire me if you have issues with this.” Even with this warning to her boss, she was hired. Over time, they started having prayers at meetings and using religion in discussions. There was an uneasiness from everyone who talked to her in the office. After her ‘mediated’ prayer in a meeting, “they stopped prayers altogether. I didn’t even use any religious terms which would hurt them.” She laughed, “I guess they couldn’t handle my weirdness.” 

E.B.
made it through three years before she threw up her hands, quit, and worked “Stellar Thoughts” full time. Her job has allowed her time to travel across the country to different fairs, where she makes the majority of her money as a metaphysical counselor and tarot reader. She loves meeting new people and feels more at peace in this world. 

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Historically, the tarot was considered a playful game of divination and had nothing to do with the occult. In the 1500s, “Tarrocchi Appropriati” was part of the Italian aristocracy’s world. Random cards were dealt and the associations with the card design were put into poetic verse. Imagine the kids game ‘MASH’ with cards. It made a connection in the cards with destiny and the future. 

Wealthy families had their own cards commissioned. The designs were marked with suits and cups, swords, and coins. These suit cards were very similar to what many people today believe to be tarot. The most widely used design today harkens back to Rider Waite in 1909. William Rider, a publisher, worked with a popular mystic of the time A.E. Waite, and created tarot cards strictly for divination and mystical readers. “Gone were the games,” Gia Bathory says, “Tarot became a strong signifier of a metaphysical reader. One has to be intuitive to read the cards.” 

Though the beginning of the Tarot isn’t specifically known. It doesn’t really matter because it is claimed across cultures creeds and continents. Bakara Wintner, author of WTF is TAROT said “The tarot is becoming more popular because of its resonation with existence. Everyone has a collective history and with the guiding aspect of the Tarot people can be led.” 

On the other side of the world in New Zealand, “I sometimes receive visions of a person’s past and invite them to a reading,” Rebecca May O’Sullivan says, “I like to use this intuition to guide the reading more than the cards. They are a means to deciphering what the world wants this person to know.” Every reader finds their own niche within the world of the tarot and uses it to their advantage.

The tarot has gone through cycles of popularity and attrition. “We are beginning to see a drive to know oneself better because the media,” Bresnahan states, “although great, has disadvantages of intuition. This is where face-to-face readings come in handy.” 

Intuitive readings are different than cold readings when it comes to the cards. The directions of reading tarot are rather intense and are left to interpretation. Most readers learn the deck for themselves but then lets intuition guide them. 

The Raider Waite deck is the most common deck used in Tarot readings today. There are thousands of designs of tarot decks, depending on what an artist feels should be portrayed, and yet their basic tautology is the same.  Split into two distinctive sections, The Major Arcana and the Minor Arcana. The Arcana follow an overall narrative which helps reveal things about our life. 

The Major Arcana is made up of 22 cards and is based on the major mysteries of existence including landmark lessons, the moral of a particular story, or the moments when we are at a pivotal point in our lives revealing some larger energies at play. The storyline follows with the idea ‘The Fool-0’ moves towards ‘The Chariot-7’. These cards are there to reconcile society. As one continues through the Major Arcana one meets ‘Strength-8’ through ‘Temperance-14’ which reconciles personal difficulties and issues. The final seven are ‘The Devil-15’ through ‘The World-21’ which reconcile spirituality and purpose. One can get into deep discussion just focusing on the Major Arcana. 

The story arc can be looked at in this way: We are growing up and getting ready to leave our home and safety net and claim our place in the world, it is our first glimpse at interdependence (the first 7 cards). We are continuing on and find our place in life and we have cemented our place in the world. We have gone through many issues, yet have made it through, and now face ‘Death’ (cards 8-14). Finally, we have reached our happy ending. We reflect on what we have accomplished, feeling whole. A long journey and we are arriving home. Yet we want to continue on a new adventure which leads us back to the Fool, and a new journey a little wiser than we have been before (cards 15-21). The Major Arcana is cyclical and teaches us when we are at a pivotal point in life, helps us find the moral to troubles we are experiencing, and helps us find the energies that affect us day today.

The Minor Arcana has four suits, Ace through Ten and the Court Cards. The Cups suit follows the elements of water and usually deals with emotions, feelings, and creativity. The Swords suit harkens to the element of Air with power, rationality, and intellect. Pentacles follow the element of Earth which deals with money, material possessions, and the physical realms. Finally, the Wands suit deals with the element of Fire which usually deals with inspiration, spirituality, and energy.

Reading the Tarot seems like a lot of memorization but follows a simplistic narrative arc and to understand what is involved means working the cards personally. It also means getting your cards to read from other practitioners. Doing so can help one gain a clearer understanding of the cards as well as learning to use one's intuition. Memorization is only a fraction of learning the cards.

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The Catholic Church does not support people who are finding connections in the tarot. “The reading of cards is considered a form of divination,” Father Julio Vicente says, “it is a way to trust your life and future to superstition or power other than God.” Recently, the Catholic Church has recalled some of its higher priests to Vatican City to be trained in exorcisms due to a recurrence of people interested in the occult practices. Even though there is a larger call for exorcisms, the church is placing more credence on teaching priests how to discern between mental illness and the need to exorcise a demonic entity, which is rare. “People who are dealing with emotional distress should not find peace with the occult,” says Father Henry Carmona, “The Bible and religious leaders are trained to help with this trouble.” The Catechism gives guidance on tarot and divination, 

“Superstition is the deviation of religious feeling and the practices this feeling imposes. It can even affect the worship we offer the true God, ex. When one attributes an importance in some way magical to certain practices otherwise lawful or necessary. To attribute the efficacy of prayers or of sacramental signs to their mere external performance, apart from the interior dispositions that they demand, is to fall into superstition” (Mt 23:16-22).

However, the Catholic Church does not throw out the history of the Tarot. As it was originally a game in Italy, the church has no issues using the tarot being used as a game. “I believe Catholics should take care not to cause scandal,” Father Carmona continues, “many people would be shocked to see a Catholic playing game with a tarot deck.” Many theologians feel that engaging in anything “offensive to pious ears” or giving the appearance of going against the church, no matter the innocence of fact, should be avoided at all costs. 

Many churches hold to the idea of avoiding the appearance of guilt. If a religion believes alcohol or gambling is a sin, going into a liquor store or bar will give the appearance that they are sinning. Going into a purveyor of “divination” can be considered the appearance of sinning. Religion is a boon to many people when finding peace within the books of scripture and guidance from their leaders. When looking at the issue of the appearance of sin, one cannot help but think of this scripture, “Those of you who are without sin, cast the first stone.” Judging others for one's beliefs is not something that should be taken lightly. 

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Tarot reading will probably never be free of controversy but to the thousands of people who believe in its voracity, it doesn’t really matter. In a world that is continuously online and filled with problems, people are having trouble finding personal connections or guidance in their life. Tarot is more of a guiding hand than something that can give you specifics. One has to act to make it come to fruition, and sometimes the outcome is different than expected

Many people have found peace unplugging from their online world and focusing on themselves through personal readings. Though there is a large following of people who read cards online using Skype or Facetime. However, there is something visceral that draws people to the tangible handheld tarot cards. The profusion of tarot readers across the globe shows its ability to persist through persecution.

The popularity of the tarot and its history of being claimed by many cultures and creeds shows there is something that can be gained for many people. Tarot will continue to fascinate many people and there is a place for those who need guidance. If one can find peace and happiness in the guiding hand of the tarot, who are we to judge? As one affirmation read with ‘The World’ tarot card it states, “I am awareness, I recognize and accept all aspects of myself.”



Tuesday, September 14, 2021

Halloween is my favorite holiday




Halloween is one of my favorite holidays because of the way it impacts the soul. The weather gets colder, the leaves begin to fall, and the air has a smell that makes one think of connection to one's history. Historically, Halloween was used to remember the dead and pay homage to the ancestors. In today's society there are a lot of people who celebrate the harvest time through holding a dumb supper to honor the dead. A place is set at the dinner table and dinner is eaten in reverse. This symbolizes welcoming in the family members who have passed and being grateful for the sweet things.

This article was crafted after doing research collecting old articles from Blackfoot's newspapers. 

History is a fascination for many people. With the Halloween holiday fast approaching there are some historical and even local histories that are interesting to learn about. Halloween has had a rocky history with religion and history.

The origins of Halloween began with the Celts. It was a time that was marked by bonfires, celebrating the end of summer and harvest season, and preparing for the time when winter would be plaguing many of them. At the bonfires they would burn pieces of the harvest or do sacrifices as a way to hope for a winter where their food stores would last. It was a time also associated with death because of the trees and plants dying. It was widely believed that during Halloween, spirits and demons would walk the earth. Many people refused to leave their home during this time, unless they wore masks or costumes so they would be mistaken as fellow spirits and demons. They would also keep the ghosts away by leaving food outside to appease the spirits. 

When Christianity came to the Celtic lands, and as a way to blend the older rites with the newer religion, November 1 became All Saints Day, which was called All-Hallows or All-Hallowmas, which is a celebration with big parades, costumes and bonfires.  Halloween would be named after All Hallows Eve, as the traditional night before the day the saints were honored.

Halloween had very limited celebrations in the early colonies. It was more common in Maryland and the South. The colonial celebrations had the telling of ghost stories, and mischief making. There were also bonfires and food of the season, including festive costumes. By the twentieth century the Halloween traditions lost many of the frightening and grotesque celebrations, the religious and superstitious overtones died out. Around the 1920 to 1950, trick-or-treating was revived as an inexpensive way for communities to share in the Halloween spirit. It was widely believed a family could avoid tricks being played on them by sharing treats with the children in the neighborhood. 

Blackfoot had a society section in the local newspaper and many people who had parties would send in the fun people had. In the Bingham County News, on November 1, 1916 there was a description of the festivities that were celebrated in town:

"Hallowe'en ushering in the week with a new moon, led to the disappearance of Dull Care and Duty, and for the time being one night almost believed from the appearance of masqued dances on the streets, Tuesday evening, that they were in New Orleans at Mardi Gras, for the ghosts, witches, fays and fairies with their weird lights darting in and out among the trees lend a charming effect to the madcap season. Many bonfires helped to light the city and the good natured way in which the pranks of youngsters were received told that fun, mirth, and frivolity was the order of the day. Many parties were given among them being the beautiful afternoon card and Kensington given by Mrs. John Guthrie Brown and Mrs. Samuel Wilson at the K. of P. Hall, to about 100 guests. The hall was a symphony in its autumn colors and the spirit of Hallowe'en shone forth from a myriad of golden lighted candles. Beautiful yellow popcorn chrysanthemums decorated the tables. Punch was served by Mrs. Fred Cowan and Mrs. Fred T. Dubois. Assisting the hostesses were Mesdames Earley, Aldrich, Thoresen, Patrie, and Miss Hart. Miss Brennan carried off the prize for cards while Mrs. Pearson and Mrs. Cheney were given the Kensington prizes. The ghosts of all departed spirits-white and Indian-returned from their happy hunting grounds and paid a visit to Mr. and Mrs. E. A. Johnson from the witching hours of 9 to 1, Tuesday evening. judging from the sound of hilarity the spirits welcomed their release. None seemed to fear the sight of the spooks walking the streets. The air was full of the sounds of horns and bells and upon entering the dance hall-the newly finished garage-one was simply entranced by its fairy-like beauty. It had been transformed into a sylvan glade where tiny lights only relieved the impression of the home of the gnomes, witches, and fairies. Over it all the good witch presided and brewed a drink that seemed to cheer the spirits to greater pranks. Father Time was there, and a very agile Father Time he was. At the sound of twelve he moved his scythe and the merry spirits departed, leaving the request of their hosts that they might be called back each year.

Mrs. Margaret Dubois was hostess at the Hallowe'en party given in honor of the teachers in the high school and their friends. During the evening they gathered around the fireplace, the lights were turned out and Miss Barron gave most graphically "Poe's Black Cat." Judging from the sounds it was most realistic. Toasted marsh mallows, cider, coffee, and doughnuts added some zest, while Miss Turner, Miss Barron, and Mrs. Parkinson furnished music.

Progress Hall furnished was the scene of a merry party. Also one was given at the stake building where a good old witch did her best to make all happy by telling fortunes.

A merry crowd of little ghosts with Jack O'lanterns darted here and there along the streets, making a beautiful sight. In all this has been the happiest Hallowe'en our little city has ever experienced.

Mrs. F. C. Christ was hostess to the guild this week. The ladies are preparing for their Christmas bazaar. The Methodist ladies are to have a bazaar and luncheon Saturday afternoon at the V I 8 rooms in the City Hall."

A collection of stories from the society pages tended to give the people who couldn't make it to the festivities, a chance to feel connected to the fun.


Wednesday, August 11, 2021

Review: Repo-The Genetic Opera

 *Personally, I miss everything about my old writing job of reviewing plays and events around town. I loved the people and the whole spectacle. There are so many people who are talented and I have been blessed to see a lot of them perform in integral roles. Even with the changes from Covid (an excuse for a lot of people) I have been able to find an alternative way to see some of the most interesting reproductions of dark musicals. 

Idaho State University put on a piece of the early version of Repo, before it became a cult success on the silver screen. The music was kitchy and irreverent, I absolutely loved the whole idea. After finishing my program at ISU I forgot about the story until a few weeks ago. I found it on a free streaming service and decided it was time to see it in its full glory.

+After an unfortunate event of bankruptcy and reposession the brains behind the Repo storyline was Darren Smith. He created an idea of where a world where people would be forced to pay monthly on their organs or the Repo Organ Man would come to repossess the organs, usually killing the host. Terrence Zdunich and Darren Smith expanded on the entire idea and created the world of the genetic opera.

The movie begins in 2056 where the world has seen some devastating illnesses that have decimated the population by organ failures. GeneCo became the savior of the people by creating organ transplants through a repayment plan. They became a super corporation with too much money. Beyond the much needed transplants, they also created Zydrate the ultimate addictive pain killer. 



We meet the Gravedigger at the beginning after a sequence of comic strips describe what is happening in the world in 2056. The GraveRobber who concocts a Zydrate alternative which is crafted from the bodies of the dead. He sells it on the street. If one has ever seen musicals like Cabaret with the Emcee or plays with a chorus on the sidelines, one can grasp the idea of the GraveRobber. The GraveRobber speaks to the audience watching and then imparts wisdom to Shilo.



Shilo has a blood disease that her overbearing father Nathan believes he can cure. In his past, Nathan and Rotti (The head of GeneCo) both fell in love with the same girl. Rotti creates a situation where Nathan is forced to become the RepoMan for GeneCo and collect the organs that have fallen into arrears. Shilo is unaware of her father's nighttime job, as she is kept in her room. She does happen to escape and meet the GraveRobber. Rotti entices her outside with the promise of a cure for her illness, and in hopes to poison her against her father.



As a lot of dark musicals go, some of the unsightly characters have nefarious ideas beyond the storyline. Rotti's children want the entire company to themselves while being drugged up, surgery addicts, and more. Rotti hopes to give it to Shilo if he can maneuver her in the right way.

This musical met with negative reviews as well as many people who hated the cheap gore. A lot of people hated some of the ways the music was ill-fitting, poorly rhymed, chanty, and poorly assembled. The earlier parts of the musical do have some poor tonal qualities, but as it continued through the storyline the songs got better and had a better range for the singers.

There were three characters I liked overall. The first was Nathan, played by Anthony Stewart Head. Many people know him as Giles from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. It was in the musical episode that Zdunich knew he wanted Head as Nathan. He has a great voice and his rock-esque demeanor makes his bloody alter-ego fun to watch as he is tearing into bodies. The gore is far from realistic, so suspension of disbelief make the musical more fun. The second character was the GraveRobber, played by Zdunich. The GraveRobber doesn't follow the rules and breaks the fourth wall interacting with the audience. His character is a lot of fun and pops up to reveal pertinent information for his own fun. Finally, I love Shilo, played by Alexa Vega. Her singing voice is incredible and the songs she performs show an impressive range.

If one likes fun music with awful gore effects then this musical is for you. It is an intriguing storyline and has music that one will find singing off and on throughout the day. 


Sunday, July 25, 2021

Camping Hacks

*Now that it is summer, there are more and more people camping and taking their loved ones out into the woods. I always feel there are bases that need to be covered when heading out. From novice to the avid, it is good to brush up on skills. 

Being out in the woods is something that uplifts people as well as giving them a chance to get back to nature. Camping is a great family pastime. As well as bringing people together it also gives one a chance to brush up on skills that can be lacking during the year. Emergency preparedness is something most people use only in emergencies. However, camping gives you a chance to use pertinent skills that can be lifesaving during an emergency. Here are a few tips and tricks that are important for camping and will be helpful in an emergency.

Pitching a tent: When pitching a tent outside of normal campgrounds, it is important to remember placement as well as comfort. In the mountains, there are a few places that are important to avoid. If there is a divot or an area that is lower than the tree range, avoid it! These areas can be flooded quite easy. Even if the weather calls for clear skies, there are chances of raining on the top of the mountain, which could cause flash flooding.

Water: One important aspect of hiking and camping is making sure one drinks enough water. When you are hiking it is important to take plenty of water, because you will be exerting more energy. Do not plan on drinking from streams unless you take proper precautions. Items like a water filter can help remove the harmful bacteria present in unpurified water. Some of the more popular filters for backpackers are Lifestraw ($20) or the Sawyer Mini-Water Filter ($20). Both filters are small and remove 99% of bacteria present in standing water. When hiking if you feel thirsty you are already at the point of dehydration. Stay on top of drinking water when exerting yourself.

Food: There have been some incredible advances in freeze-dried meals. There is no need to eat stale MRE (military surplus meals) anymore. Some of the top camping freeze-dried meal makers are Wise, Augason Farms and Mountain House. Their company sells smaller packaging which are lightweight and fit well within backpacks for easy traveling. Many require heated water to properly cook them.

Heat: In the mountains, the temperatures can get below freezing during the nighttime. It is important to find ways to stay warm. Proper clothing and using a sleeping bag can help keep your body warm. A fire can keep everyone warm if properly taken care of. The best way to heat up water is using a camp stove or camp oven. Camp Chef and Amazon have some great options for camp stoves that are cheap but versatile for every camper’s needs.

This summer keep on top of the camping hacks to keep your family and friends safe. One does not need to sacrifice safety for a fun time. There are numerous camping sites online which give tips and tricks to help you in any camping scenario.